Wednesday, November 30, 2011' 11:08 AM
Human is very realistic.. when you get involve with shit thing, yes you get back all the shit you got.
in a relationship that's no right or wrong. trust or don't.
what i believe in came in your blood. you see, you learn.. get it anot only when you learn a lesson.
Heart breaking -
when you feel heart breaking. it's just a feeling that's all.
just control it. don't ever feel it.
lonely-
when ever you felt lonely. either make yourself busy or just emo.
emotional-
sometimes i just hate myself born in the july.
emo myself when ever im home. lucky i have oreo.
dog can relief your stress for you..
home is not my favorite after all..
but still.. i just cant control my emotional at all.
very minor thing can just affect my emotional.
even just a friend are sad they share things with me i can felt it.
i'm always hot and cold 5min - 5min
Relationship -
i'm suck at relationship. my jealousy is too strong. always frighten who ever i''ve be with.
i just can't control.
Jealousy -
this is the worst part and the hard on another hand..
when ever i got jealous i get woke up easily.
i can lost anyone. i just don't care at all..
till when i cool it down. i start to regret what have i done to myself?
Too caring -
sometimes i'm just too caring for my friends.. then it will make my current girl friend get jealous.
but i don''t no why i'm like this. is born in me. not i want it to..
things get better when my friend is alright.
Work-
alway put my work in the 2st place. sometimes what i get back is just a little reward.
no matter what at least i've try my best.
Home-
always do some hidden thing at home. but i always feel safe at home. no matter what he complain i'll still do it for you. no matter how rude im to you still i love you with all my heart.
Love & Care-
sometimes i just want a simple relationship. isit very difficult ? i'm i asking for more?
someone there for me, hug me sleep, feed me when i'm hungry?
care for me when i'm sick? give me a tight hug when quarrel ?
i know i'm a butch but still my heart is weak like a girl.
i also need someone to teng me. that's all i asked.
Useless-
felt so useless when i don't have any aim at all..
things won't go my way. what can i do in future?
Friends-
i have many friend with me.. but who's your true friend will stay with you and go through so many things with you?
i'm ain't a good friend.. i'm suck at being others people good friend..
still i know who is there for me and care about me. after all kind shit i've been through.
rough one.. someone can just cry with me for one hr plus? like non-stop hit teachno?
sometimes i just need a tight hug from my good friend.
Butch-
being a butch is not as easy as everyone see. is like..
Tuesday, July 12, 2011' 5:04 PM
life.
can't you just get a life?
Thursday, April 21, 2011' 5:23 PM
bubu, whats wrong?
it's 22nd again!
dont quarrel with me hao ma?
now you are sleeping like a pig !
me and ur mum are trying to feed donno medicine !
just came back form locker room and play..
reach bubu house, just k.o
on her bed..
waking up and she's angry with me!
i have no ideal !
Wednesday, April 20, 2011' 6:52 PM
Since long i haven been posting anything...
how do i start?
its going to be 9th month with bunny...
tml we going to another hotel trip in singapore like again~
anyway is fun ! but we always quarrel in out anniversary
dont like !
this few days both of us very worry for our dog..
donno fall sick having fever..
and oreo have remove his balls !
now oreo is a gay ! haha
bubu is so sweet to cook maggi noodle for me everytime i'm hungry !
but she always complain about me not cooking for her !
although is just a maggi noodle but when ever i eat it it feel like a top chief
BuBu,
Happy 9th month happy anniversary
our Relationship is not easy to go on..
always have cold war..
even texting each others..
still we have our sweet time thou
if i break your broken heart..
im here to say im really sorry..
you are too good for me.
but i dont no how to handle my attitude
im just suck la !
im a very boring person as you can see..
but i happy that you're not bored with me sometimes...
this love is not easy to maintain.
if you give up easily.
i'll tell you everything.. but sometimes i really forget...
i'll give you the best i can..
bare with me..
stay with me..
we can go through this path as long as we dont stop loving
each others i'm i right?
dont ever feel heart break when ever im cold towards you..
cos i'm aint feeling good too..
if you have anything to say or ask go straight to the point.
last but not least..
:ILOVEYOU. =)
Tuesday, September 14, 2010' 3:42 PM
Me and bun when to eloping in bintan.. 3days 2night.
I was so enjoy life and stress free..
Maybe we have little arguement. But at least I know what she's thinking about
pls open up to me.
Nothing much to post. Currently using iPhone to blog so can't post any photo yet !
So my blog is death and boring !
Oh ya ! I just sended baby 14text when I'm high ?
Gonna send more later ~
hahahahha
bust her phone like bo tml !
P.s : this prefect getaway was fun !
I miss it~
soon~
next elop I'll go Thailand ! Ai om Mai !
Monday, August 23, 2010' 5:30 PM
I never hug as normal..
I never kiss her like how I used to be.
I never even care for her or asked her
I never even clean dry for her like how she use to clean me when
we caught in the rain..
I'm just not a prefect bf you have.. Maybe just a worst one..
Maybe I don't love you as I claim..
Is this what you thinking?
No more sorry..
I don't give empty promisess
I give all I could.
If one day you told me I have no more feeling toward you.
I'm prepare. But not well prepare.
Heartbreaking ain't the 1st time..
Every new relationship starts with good opening and sad ending.
Not surprise at all.
So what can I do next?
Show you how beautiful this world was?
Or just being a simple couple is doing every single same day?
I just hope that I'm not a boring guy..
I'm not someone that can bring you around the world..
I'm someone that you must suffer with no matter wealth of broke..
Money can't buy love..
But without money you can buy anything.
P.s : B I was confuse for a min. I'm recovering hope what you said to me are real.
Saturday, August 21, 2010' 5:24 PM
Today is our one month anni~
sorry baby I can't celebrate with you.
I got you a bom bom treasure it alright?
and things I whisper in your ear I mean it.
And stuff I told you today I really don't no how to tell you finally I open
up to you. =) I scare you mad at me..
But I'm wrong about it.. =)
anyway I wanna bring you to many many place.. Just the time always
not right for us =(
it's take times alright?
Oh.. B.. Pls sing k sooooon ya??
Counting down~
2nd month..
New suprise coming !!!
Hehehe..
P.s : Rain drops. After shine. Just you. And Me.
You tried to protect me. When you in the rain too.
I Love You~